mh, extremely angry at self (- - - -) Show more
what the fuck is wrong with me? it's a video game, and yet when both of my squadmates are downed I can't stop shaking. My chest tenses up, my breathing shortens and I start literally panicking and shutting down.
I've never had this from Call of Duty or Bad Company 2 or anything else.
mh, abuse mention (- - - -) Show more
I feel like I'm in love with an abusive partner. I love Apex with all my heart, and I wish I could keep playing it, but it hurts me every time I play it to the point that I shut down and literally cry.
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