mental illness (musing) (suicide mention- distant past)
saw a post like "i can poker face thru traumatic stuff but i lose my pen and freak out" and boy what a mood, like,
mom: tries to kill herself
me: literally the most functional and focused i've ever been in my life
a dinner i'm planning for later in the week: exists
me: having a meltdown in the grocery store
i had some friends over for sukkot and we were talking about the terrible mobile mario kart game and my friend wa slike "i got toad. i dont fucken want toad. nobody wants toad." and my other friend was like "some people probably want toad, but they're straight." and i screamed lmfao she came for their lives
Please Boost! Does anybody have a temporary room (closet, bit of floor, rafter to hang from) available in or near Pittsburgh, PA where two disabled queers can job hunt? Can keep house, cook, and pay up to $300. Extra big special bonus if you like babies, but otherwise we have care arranged with my family until we get our own place.
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Monotony is the enemy of learning.
Pablo A. Celnik, M.D., professor of physical medicine and rehabilitation at the Johns Hopkins University School of Medicine:
“What we found is if you practice a slightly modified version of a task you want to master, you actually learn more and faster than if you just keep practicing the exact same thing multiple times in a row,”
If a repetitive exercise bores you,
most likely you're not learning.
Change it up each time.
A little bit of chaos is good for the soul.
And apparently, also good for learning new things thoroughly.
i think a big part of tarot for me will be figuring out how to formulate questions or prompts that are useful for me specifically.
i've just done a vibe check w/one of my decks tho (which i imagine is the same thing as a daily single card reading) and it called my anxiety just straight the fuck out tho so that seems like a good place to start and as i get more comfortable w/the decks i have i'll hopefully be able to move along
i came home from band practice and someone had leaned 2 HUGE palm fronds against my sukkah??? so i put those up and i came inside and theres pomegranates etc on the couch for me. i assumed mom's BF had left them bc he's Like That and it turns out we have jewish neighbors!!!!! they saw my sukkah and wanted to help and i missed them!!!! but i'm feeling real #blessed omg
a boy, a boar, a friend?
(i make arts @arthopping) and i haf boyfriend (@sirius_lagrange) and i love you!!!!!!!)
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